Gliding my hand across textures of fabrics that I pass
For you are intricately woven into every colourful thread
I hear the buzzing of your sewing machine, needles speeding past the finish line
I see layers of paper patterns sprawled all over the garage table
Tuning into every Italian beat, I can squeeze into my playlist
For you are singing and dancing gleefully around the kitchen and lounge room
I hear Gianni Morandi, Massimo Ranieri, Juglio Iglesias and Nicola Di Bari
I envision you seated, your head gently swaying in awe, and your grandchildren serenade you repeatedly.
I feel your heart and hands reaching out to mine, singing, to hold on a little tighter
Peeking frequently into my freezer, which houses the last bag of gnocchi we made together
For you permeate every single grain of flour, rolling them down the lines of the fork
I see you passionately leading the way in your kitchen and the Italian clubs, ensuring every culinary and spatial detail is flawlessly executed
I hear you persuading us to try another plate of your homemade lasagne, arancini, pizza or a slice of freshly baked bread
Cultivating my freshly potted vegetable plants in my garden
For you are near smelling every single flower or plant that catches your eye
I feel your hand tugging on my arm, showing me the next flower you want to collect and take home
I hear you grumble when I tell you that your walker is full
Browsing through old photos, noting your passion for hairstyling, outfits and the meticulous daily ritual of matching your earrings.
For you live within every fashion anecdote we share and style choices we consider, with each narrative echoing your character
I see you strolling down the street, your scarf and jumper perfectly matched, always ensuring you look impeccably stylish
I hear the whispers of people passing by, commenting on your beauty, grace and elegance
And I smile to myself because I feel you nearby as I eye a new piece of clothing, imagining your ‘Isn’t that a bit young for you?’ expression.
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Carolina Ferguson
Glenroy, Victoria
